Saturday, February 23, 2019

Weird Dreams

So weird dream.  I dreamt that we were having a party?  Some sort of gathering.  and my sister and brother were there and there was food I think and a kitschy door at the end of the building into a unique alleyway.  Anyway, I was there and we were all competing and eating food.  and there was a patio place.  And then after the party, there was someone with all their teeth rotting out, I think it was my brother, and my sister was there too and we were talking about how you had to be careful what you ate and how you treated the rich people who owned the place.  And then I noticed one of my teeth was falling out, rotten, to the right of the left lower canine.  And I realized that it was because I smoked a cigarette at the party last night even at the same time I realized I hadn't and I was just trying to explain it away and my brother was helping me figure out what to do about it but they couldn't say anything aloud for fear of offending people.

Then I was lying down, and F kind of rose up behind me like mist and he was cuddling me and protecting me. He had his hands crossed around me over my crotch, like he was locking his arms.  Not touching or anything, just protecting and I wanted to return the affection, but he was all like no, and he returned into the mist.

Then I was with these people who were trying to induct us into their group, and I kept trying to read this poem out of this book that they had, there was a jungle or forest, but it felt like it was a couple of rooms, since the trees were square above.  I kept reading it and it was full of nonsense and I kept trying to memorize it, but everytime I read the poem it kept slipping my mind.  It was like a law book for their people.  It was a jungle, and I think it was this huge hairy man and his wife (my sister?) that were trying to convert us.  with others in the area.  They all lived by code.  But they were very free.

Then we were all trying to travel like a band of wild gypsies and I think my dad showed up.  And we were making a train. We kept trying to gather the kids to get ready to go from the cave with these minecarts to the fields.  and we traveled into the fields, but it was a bunch of businesses, we overtook, room by room.

Then it was just my dad and B and my brother and M and E.  We were traveling by car and I kept looking at the bad, bad weather outside.  And my dad was really worried.  We finally stopped at a restaurant and there were these babies playing at this game/playplace and E (he was a baby, too) had pushed this little girl into the game hole.  We were at the table, and I kept trying to talk to my dad, but he couldn't pay attention to me.