My toes hurt.  To be more specific, between my big toe and the toe it's next to hurts because I wore flip-flops yesterday and got two blisters.  They both hurt like the dickens. 

You would think that being at home all day isn't stressful and to an extent it isn't.   But it can be.  My neck and back start giving me pains and I get stressed out. 

Potato.

I need patience.  I don't have it.  Some people think you can force patience. This is impossible.  The hate or the badness or impatience leaks out and gets onto the people you don't really care about. 

I guess with God all things are possible, but it's hard to believe that God would just up and give me patience if I asked for it.  There have to be some sort of trade off or repercussion.  I'm worried to experiment with God without knowing for sure.