Hannah M.

So the agony is gone.  I'm less stressed about the future.  I talked to my DARS Career Counselor and she says things are good, that I can put my account on hold until a little before graduation. 

I can just wait til the holidays are over to get to work. 

One small problem.  Can I get through the holidays.  A whole lot of nothing stretches out before me.  We don't celebrate, so Christmas is meaningless.  And New Years we might have some champagne. 

So that's this week and 4 more weeks.  Of nothing.  I should be reveling in this.  REVELING.   But I'm not.  I don't want work, I want fun, play.   I want to make fun of work.  Wait, that's me all the time. 

What is between equilibrium and chaos?  An even better mingling of chaos/equilibrium that remains to be found!?  Stay in the flow my friend, stay in the flow, like a river rock. 

Ok, this is really what I want to work on.  I don't really know what I'm talking about but it's so much fun and is really cool and relevant to people's situations. 

What I should be working on is other people and my communication and connection. Facebook.  I will take advantage of that site. 

What I shouldn't be working on.  Probably snuggling my dog too much when she's not feeling it. I end up smelling her puppy shampoo which is quite delicious, but she gets annoyed and ticked off, which rubs off on me and then I'm irritated. 

Ok, there's three things I'm thinking about doing....
1.  Messaging all my facebook friends all with a personal message.  LOL NOT. I do not have the patience nor the stamina to say hello to all my 649 "friends." What I will do is send out a general holiday greeting. 
2.  Calling all my phone contacts to wish them a happy holidays.  This is more realistic, but I think I can only do one or two a day. 
3.  Volunteering at the animal shelter.  They have openings, even on the 25th, so they must need help. 

Oh, and Hannah M. got engaged.  Solid.