Friday, December 11, 2015

In Which When I Didn't Take Meds Affects Me Significantly

So I did it.  I decided to change to an English major and take two more years of this nonsense.  I'm at the same time ashamed and elated.  This is a miracle, that I know I can't afford.  I don't know what I'm doing and this is the worst way to make a decision, just on a whim.  I can't find any serious helpful mentor like people to put my trust into and faith that I'm making the right decision.  In fact, I know I'm making a bad decision and am thinking of reversing it.  That just makes sense, am I right?  What in the world am I thinking?  I have several good reasons for doing it, but in my life, for Me, it doesn't make sense.  I haven't told my mom yet.  I don't know how she'll feel.  How am I going to afford it?  Will there be financial aid?  What if I get into it and it's really hard, like the woman's literature class I took? 


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