I have no words.  I open the webpage and I have no words.

I am filled with a great debt of gratitude and peace. 

Also I'm concerned about my speaking up in class.  Silence is a symptom.  I simply didn't have the words.  I'm learning all sorts of disfluencies.  Um, Urg, Arg, Hm, Hmph, Wah, Er, and Urp.  I'm comfortable with sounds.  But when I think of speaking.  The mechanics of moving my mouth.  The breath that it takes to make a noise.  Loudness and softness, Gentleness, or meaness Pitch, Volume, Feeling, Intention.  Anything and everything...I am exhausted already with the very thought.

I think, I will have to move my mouth. He who hesitates is lost.  Love is sweaty and embarrassing.  Don't expect me to speak from my childhood, because I rarely spoke, in a high voice and mostly ridiculousness

Talking, networking, random, spontaneous conversations.  I feel like Fall 2015, I facebooked and listened my butt off with small results.  A foundation was set. Yeses and noes.