Can't sleep, devil's juice, sleeping til 5 pm three days in a row.

Definitely having problems with my circadian rhythms.  A lot of trouble staying awake in the mornings.  People say you have to have a purpose to get up, and I have vague errands to run and other nonsense, but nothing that screams out "you are needed." 

Drinking the devil's juice.  (Coffee.) But only one cup, but it's after 8pm.  My vitamins and pills taste like they have been sprayed by my mom's perfume.  Makes for yucky swallowing. 

I feel like I want to get interested in others, but only if I have someone to be interested in them with...is this a common thing?  For example, I'd like to get interested in helping my mom, but only if my brother and sister were in on it with me.  Otherwise, forget it, she runs me over in conversation all the time. 

Bored.  I don't know if that's just the general energy in my room, or if it's my personal feelings.  Hard to tell, because I'm the only person who lives in this room. 

I'm afraid to talk about the future, because I think I read a verse that said, only fools tell about their future plans.  Or maybe that's just a saying.  I'm thinking about staying up the night.  I just know that I'll go to bed and not be able to go to sleep because I slept in til 5 pm the past three days. 

What are you guys up to?  Why am I the only person who likes to talk about my life?  Are you people just boring, hidden, secretive fuddie-duddies?  I know I know, you "actually do something with your life" so have to keep it a secret.  I don't understand why I'm the free one though.  I have nothing to talk about and hash and rehash the same topics.  What's keeping you people from telling your stories?  I'm trying to inspire you, here.  No?