Promotion

This whole promoting your blog...I thought about the project.  And, I even started on the venture.  It seemed cool to write about how you make your blog awesomer and beloved by all the people.

However, the more I looked at it, the more I felt like I was promoting myself or "a bunch of words."  As I do read the Bible and am a Christian, I want to boast only in Christ.  So I decided to promote myself, my character (besmirched, though it may be) and the Bible instead.  Which I already do in small ways, except this time it will be more organized and based off of web pages.  I love converting writings into another more useful more true version of itself, so this will be fun for me, too.

Also, I'd love to become a life coach someday and this is what a life coach does.

The condition I'm in now:

Negatives

I'm out of shape, pretty ugly, acne, like to take long periods of time without showers. (A couple of days.)  I dress funky.  Health-wise, I take medication.

I have a lot of annoying gross habits.  Picking my nose, giving myself a wedgie, farting.

I have very poor character.  I'm  angry, I'm hurtful.  I'm confused. I'm lazy and sloppy and not hard working.  I don't trust anyone.  I skip out of meetings to which I should go.  I ignore people to which I should pay attention.  I don't really get out much.  I'm stubborn.  I don't seek the things of god or of the spirit.  I hide from things about which I should be bold.   I listen and put faith into lies and liars.  (Build on sinking sand.) I'm selfish and self-centered.  I hate people and don't cover with love.

I'm abrupt and too quiet and inflexible in speech.  I don't speak when I should speak.  I don't stand up and prophesy.  I don't speak for God.  I sit in meetings and can't think of a thing to say.  I talk based on visuals, not on energy.

My relationships aren't good.  I don't have any friends.  I don't have any mentors or professors to which I can talk.  I have some church relationships.  my family relationships are terrible.  my relationship with god is very weak.  My relationship with my dog is good, but it has been weakened, as well as my relationship with my mother.

I'm going to school, but afraid of what will happen to me.  Will I go crazy or change in a way that disturbs me?  I'm afraid of using one space between sentences.

I do nothing that would help me make money.  I'm on social security.


Positives

I can be pretty from certain angles, some of the time.

I am a Christian, I love my God.  I love my dog.  I love my mom. I care about people and their futures.

In conversation I'm interested in other people and how the conversation is going. Yet at the same time, I'm very determined.  I have my moments.  I feel emotions strongly.

I'm a really good advertiser and writer, when the subject interests me.   I am well-read.  I focus on the small details.  I don't waste time.  I seek the truth.   I believe things and people have an ideal self that pertains to their function.

I'm really good at decorating and organizing objects pleasingly.  I know how to clean, cook and sew with a sewing machine. I can knit, sew, make jewelry, and cross stitch. I collect sayings. I support animal welfare, being a vegetarian. I'm crazy about psychology research. I'm curious and a perfectionist.  I'm pretty good at grammar.

I'm going to school to finish in the fall at UTA,   Am learning how to write songs and relearning how to write with Coursera.

I'm always looking for a job, analyzing the job market, except when I'm in school and it would be too stressful.

I have four great blogs.


That is my character and my person.  Which I feel should be more God like and in line with God's purpose.  As for the Bible and promoting it:  Not enough people know about the Bible in an intimate way.  They know all the stories like they know internet memes, but to have a part of it be your fundamental being.  Who you are for a purpose, not many people know.  That's what I would like to have happen.  People carry around in their hearts and love their Bibles in my church and community. I want to preach the gospel! I first have to get rid of my being to be His being so i can express Him, not my sloppy, ugly self.  He modifies us in all ways.