I'm here. Alive. Went to the coffee house with Mary (my roomie) and watched open mic night and met her band friends. That was gravy. Went to the meeting tonight. Am excited about the college conf. And getting money. From my job. And FINALLY getting a bank account. I'm going to work on budgeting and all that gravy mess. I should pack a lunch tommorrow. I think I will for the Bib. stud, even though it will be gross. Oh, well, at least I'll have something to eat. Yum.
Much love to all.

Howdy. Today was good. Alg. Brit. Lit. Work at Library. Good times. Now I have to figure out what I'm doing this weekend. HYPERVENTALATION. Yeah, ok.

I've started the idea. But it takes a lot of work, because I'm trying to make it funny.

Butt-load of work, but at least all my tests are over with. (Hallelujah!)

I don't know what's going on with the church life. We'll see.

Ate dinner with Thad. I just thought I'd mention him, because I think he's probably the closest thing I've ever had to an actual guy friend before. He's amusing.

Stucky (I hope that's how it's spelt) and I are going to have a thing where we sing church songs on Thursday in the rec room. It's cool and gravy. I'm going to enjoy it. Oh Lord Jesus, I just give You Megan S..

My dad called and that was depressing. Don't know what I'm doing this weekend. Staying here I guess. I could sooo disappear into the fog here. Just melt into the crowd, forget/lose contact with all the people I used to know. Interesting.

I should probably go to bed so I don't continue to ramble on about stupid stuff. 'Night, all.

I'm going to do it! my idea...I'm going to do it then tell you when I think it's gravy enough for ya'll to see it.

Well folks. I don't understand what's going on in my spiritual life. Things are... different. Changing, I suppose.

I want to hook up with some family-families, like people with kids. I love kids. Hopefully Priscilla can come with Katie and me to the garage sale on Saterday. It's neat because she lives so close. She's going to be "my high-schooler" I think. I worry about her. BGR, you know. I hope nothing's going on.

-It is soo freezing in the library! AAAAHHHHHH!!!!! I'm freezing my butt off! Well really just skin cells. I wonder if you can freeze skin cells... I really am starting to sound like Rachel now. :-D Hee, hee, hee. Cold, cold, cold! And that's all I can think about. I'm going to go study now folks.

Hello, sorry that some thought my last post sounded kind of down. Twasn't meant to be. Things are good. :-D Going to study with Scoles (Nicole Snider) at 4 and that should be interesting. I should be studying instead of slacking off, I should be calling my contact, and calling Lauren, and Rachel and Mehreen, but the more I should be doing something the more I don't....I ammmmmmmmmm a stinker. :-( Not good. Oh, well.

Played ultimate frisbee on Friday...I'm not that bad. Spent the weekend at my sister's house. That was...interesting. Well, I'll chat with you folks later.

Much love, from The Meggers.

Well, today's been a long day. Monday's my easy day and Wednesday is aptly named "hump day" in my case. So busy with this and that. I'm tired like a mug. But I'm so dang proud of myself! I did that stupid chart that Mr. W. was getting all mad at us about, because he told us while none of us were listening. Ah! Quiz tommorrow...I'm a-fered.

I love, love my idea...but don't want to put the effort into it. Too much trouble. But it's so cool! (I argue with myself.) Maybe if I get my own comp, I'll do it, but before then...don't count on it.

By the way, I hate you all for not coming to my site and putting comments on it. :-(

Hey folks, what's shakin'? Nuthing much going on here. Went to lots of meetings, considering how many I usually don't go to...sort of. But there are more here, anyway.

Spent some time with the pops and the kiddos. That was ok, but they are busy with their life and I am busy with mine. Finally got the books I needed, well, three of them. Just two more and my quest is ended.

Oh, and I have an idea, but not the resources nor time to carry it out. Look out for more updates on the "idea" later. :-)

I'ts been pretty full ever since I got back from Arlington.

That last sentence sounds weird. But it has been. I slept. Then woke up and went to class and then work and then class and then meeting and then slept and then class and then work and then bible study and then work and then I end up here.

I'm going to learn how to belly dance at 8. Don't worry, it's just a couple of us chicas. Then go to call people with Katie. She's so cute. She calls me her freshie. Or something along those lines.

I'm home now. Weirdness. The mother unit is nagging-ish. Leave my hair alone, woman! It looks freakin' awesome. I like it. I'm going to grow it long and curly and become a hippie.

Wanted: New Shoes. Seeking sole-mate. Free-toe expression desired. Comfortable around feet a must.

I'm all tannish and stuff. Except it's just my arms and my head. Did I tell you guys that I chopped my hair off? I'm in Arlington. I'm just so pumped about doing college work. Except that I have to do some sort of volunteer work for the University Seminar, the freshie class. Dude, how am I going to get there? Dude. It's not cool. Dude. (Just wanted to add one more "dude" for emphasis. ;-) )

So. I'm bored with being here. If there was decent food, I'd be good with it, but it's pretty much what I can make at my dorm. At least I had Eggos and popsicles. That's a pleasure.

Yah, first day of classes over! I'm happy. College is fun, I think to myself, until later, when all the stress and papers start! Crazy, 'tis. Helped pass out tracts today. That was good, but then it got sweaty and that was not good. I enjoyed it, however. Going home this weekend with Anna. Should be good times overall. Weird going home so soon after I've just got here, but It think it'll be good, because I've forgotten some stuff and Mom says she misses me. ;-) K, much love to all.

Yo, folks. I'm a college kid now.

College things: my arms are sore from playing volleyball, and my legs are extra sore from walking up hills. Not having a roomate is lonely. Most people are nice, but you have to watch out for the occasional weirdo mixed in with the rest. I'm working on a fro. *grin* Classes start tomorrow.

Hey there folks. I'm at the University. Moved into the dorm and everything. It's cool. Well, steaming actually, because I'm airconditionerless. Sad, yes, cheap, also yes. But all the peeps in my dorm seem really nice, even if they are kind of strange. ;-) Everything in my dorm is pretty and organized. I'm going to have to call moms so she knows I'm ok. Call John too, and berate him for not saying "Bye" to me. Nerd-face. Oh, well. Now I just have to endure PAWS preview, and classes start and I'm officially a college student. Sweet! Well, much love to all, I'm out.

I had a post that I was going to create between the last two posts I made. It was something like...disregard the previous post, I was just trying to be poetic...and whoever visits this site, please leave a comment because I'd love to see who you are, and who visits (if anyone). So drop me a "hi!" by clicking on the comments link. Thanks a bundle. I'm leaving tomorrow! Wowers.

Bwah-ha-ha! I should be in bed! But I can't sleep. I'm leaving in two days! Wednesday, to be precise. It's wierd. I'm getting sooooooo many hugs from everyone. Weird. But in a cool way. Tomorrow I'm going to finish packing and go to the home meeting, and hopefully bring Adrien. I can't believe I'm doing this last minute, but it'd be on my conscience forever if I didn't try to bring him to at least one meeting. I hope he can come and that he enjoys it. The Lord is faithful to carry out His economy and Adrien is open and seeking. So that is good.

Can't think of anything else to say. I hope I can get on soon. Me dad's is giving me his laptop, and we have free ethernet (whatever that is) so it's just a matter of getting the right cable to hook them up. Well, my cat needs me to let her inside, so it's toods for me folks, much love to all.

I wonder.
I can see you coming to stare with wistful, hoping eyes.
(Wait, that's me.)
Staring with dark eyes, because that's all I know.
Hoping to see what was put on the shelf.
To make sure the jam hasn't gotten moldy.

Hah. Fun how when you write, things you didn't think of just pop out. Yah! I think I'm going to be poem-writing again. I feel it....I'm longing to create something new and fresh. Reading through old writings inspires me. Plus the menagerie of emotions floating around my mind. It's rather required. So that's all, my dear friends, all that I'm going to write here, I mean.

Just got back from all the homes that we are recieved into as a perk of T.S. Fun, galore. Statement one: I'm not comfy with the girls. Kind of a thinker there, but I'm going to try NOT to think about it. It doesn't bother me that much, because I'm older than them. Been thinking and I don't know if I can handle high school. Maybe I should do elementry, or something. Age 8 and 9, because I love that age. It's awesome like a mug. People who deal with high schoolers/junior highers have to be "cool" and I don't fit into that category. So I should just stay in my little comfort zone. Or 6th graders. They are soo cute. :-) Statement two: It's so awesome that I feel comfy inviting people over w/out it being a big deal. Isn't that neat? It's all Rachel's fault for coming over randomly. I love that insane girl. Statement three: Can't really tell people this, because nobody cares like I do, and they'd all be like..."Uhhhhh....." (sometimes people are such idiots). I was sooo proud of little David, because he stood up in the meeting. He's usually all quiet and he still was, but he said something, and I'm massively proud of Nathan for encouraging him. They are so sweet, I love them to death.

Yah! Today was fun like a big house with stairs. Whirly ball. Anna hurt herself, or rather the whiplash from being bumped into a million peices hurt her. I don't feel like chatting away at this, so I shan't toods. Much love, Meggers.

Just woke up from a nap. Felt...pretty good. My neck hurts though. Whine, whine, wah, wah. My hair is pretty and reddish and curly. Yah! I like my conditioner. My mom is crazy. Ok, I obviously don't have anything normal to say so I think I'm going to stop pretending that I do. That's all.

I almost deleted that person again. But then I decided I had to apologize, even though that person was being the jerky one. I wasn't being nice... but still. Hung out with Anna, Margie, Abby. Was fun. Benson fam. is craziness incarnate. Awesome how each of them are unique. I have to find myself a family in Austin. Want some little kiddos to play with. Tired. Annoyed. Happy, in a way. Sleepy feeling. I need to figure out what to wear tomorrow. I don't have many clothes that I like to wear. I'm afraid of being a ho. There's always something wrong with my shirts. Can't find something comfy. Need to go shopping, but yeah right, like that's ever going to happen. Had to take care of the deposit on my dorm and John's truth school, and all this other stuff.