Yeauck, My Life.

So sick and tired. Sick and tired of being on the computer, not interacting with people, just so alone.

Then I think, well, I could get a boyfriend. The best Craigslist has to offer. But I'd be disappointing people right and left. And it's painful to get in a relationship. The less I'm around people the more idealistic about it I become. And I forget the pain. I forget the agony of defeat. That a woman is less beautiful close up. That once you know one woman you know them all.
That sort of thinking.

I'm quiet and I don't understand the social niceties required in social arenas. I spend my days, as today on the computer.

I best be getting a job first. Except for this semester when I do what I shouldn't do and spend my loan money on a scooter and maybe a new floor. If I even have loan money at all. They might not have loan money for people only taking one class. We'll see tomorrow.