So bored. Sooooo bored.

I was going to hold off writing this post, but the feeling kept coming back.  Bored.  Not motivated.  Don't have any goals.  Depressed, I guess.

I keep finding myself sitting there with nothing to do.  I'm gonna clean and call some work places, and exercise later, but until my mom goes to work, I've got this free time.  AND Nothing to dooooo with it.

I can watch YouTube vids, but I feel like I've been taking advantage of that easy exit too much lately.  I feel like I need a project, like sewing my purple quilt that I've been putting off until my mom feels like helping me.  Something to do during the downtime. If you are reading this and you are my mom, please help me.

So there's that.  I feel like I have a big problem with the "NOW"ness of having something to do.  Welp, my mom's off to work, I guess that's my cue to exercise.  I can think of things to do outside of my sphere of existence in the now, like things to do later in the day, or dependent on others.   But no "NOW" things.  Except for this exercise.  Which I will do now.