And you are alone

You know how life is terrifying?

I've been feeling this way this December.  Wake me up when December ends.

TERRIFYING.

And NO ONE is your friend.  Not God, nobody.

And you can't even count.  or use your spacial awareness to make a decent cross stitch to save your life.

And you have to wait for things to be ready.

And for things to be accomplished.

And you need sleep but you are wide awake and want to stay up to call the help center to fix your printer.

And you are on your way down the road to retarddom.  All in the name of a fancy organizational system, a way of doing things.

And you are hanging on your last shred of hope to your lifeline.

And you're about to do something you regret, but it will be warm in your tummy.

And your dog has the most expressive eye rolls and facial expressions.

Well, that's not terrifying,that's downright cute.  But it's terrifying how she looks at you like you are an alien from another planet.

And you are alone.

A statement that encompasses all of the previous statements.