I'm mad at everyone. Why? Because I'm not a part of anyone. I feel so... outside everything. And the things I am in, I'm not satisfied with.

Why is that? Why do I want everything? Sometimes I just want... something. Everything. I just want everything. I want noncholance, I want people to be happy when I walk in the door. I want my own group of people that I can just hang with. I want my own website. I want to erase mistakes. I want to try things and come out unscathed. I want God. I want good grades. I want the food I want, when I want it. I want...

I'm so self-absorbed.