Just got back from all the homes that we are recieved into as a perk of T.S. Fun, galore. Statement one: I'm not comfy with the girls. Kind of a thinker there, but I'm going to try NOT to think about it. It doesn't bother me that much, because I'm older than them. Been thinking and I don't know if I can handle high school. Maybe I should do elementry, or something. Age 8 and 9, because I love that age. It's awesome like a mug. People who deal with high schoolers/junior highers have to be "cool" and I don't fit into that category. So I should just stay in my little comfort zone. Or 6th graders. They are soo cute. :-) Statement two: It's so awesome that I feel comfy inviting people over w/out it being a big deal. Isn't that neat? It's all Rachel's fault for coming over randomly. I love that insane girl. Statement three: Can't really tell people this, because nobody cares like I do, and they'd all be like..."Uhhhhh....." (sometimes people are such idiots). I was sooo proud of little David, because he stood up in the meeting. He's usually all quiet and he still was, but he said something, and I'm massively proud of Nathan for encouraging him. They are so sweet, I love them to death.

Yah! Today was fun like a big house with stairs. Whirly ball. Anna hurt herself, or rather the whiplash from being bumped into a million peices hurt her. I don't feel like chatting away at this, so I shan't toods. Much love, Meggers.

Just woke up from a nap. Felt...pretty good. My neck hurts though. Whine, whine, wah, wah. My hair is pretty and reddish and curly. Yah! I like my conditioner. My mom is crazy. Ok, I obviously don't have anything normal to say so I think I'm going to stop pretending that I do. That's all.

I almost deleted that person again. But then I decided I had to apologize, even though that person was being the jerky one. I wasn't being nice... but still. Hung out with Anna, Margie, Abby. Was fun. Benson fam. is craziness incarnate. Awesome how each of them are unique. I have to find myself a family in Austin. Want some little kiddos to play with. Tired. Annoyed. Happy, in a way. Sleepy feeling. I need to figure out what to wear tomorrow. I don't have many clothes that I like to wear. I'm afraid of being a ho. There's always something wrong with my shirts. Can't find something comfy. Need to go shopping, but yeah right, like that's ever going to happen. Had to take care of the deposit on my dorm and John's truth school, and all this other stuff.

Hm. Meeting tonight. Was good, I suppose. I wish we had more praying and singing. I just want to enjoy the Lord. Maybe I should take the lead? Or something. I don't know. I'm going to be gone in a couple of weeks anyway. Don't really have anything to blab about. Talk later.

I'd just like to say...There is this one person who always complains about not having any friends, well, here's why. (Oh, and this isn't the person who will think that it is them. Don't be silly.)

1. Because you are a jerk. No-one wants to be friends with a jerk. Duh.

2. Because you are a user. You don't care who you're with as long as you are with someone.

3. You don't care about other people, period! You just care about what other people think of you.

Well, that's why. Now you know.

Today. Is a day. I'm so glad. It's a day. And...

I went to the doctor and he looked in my ears and my mouth, listened to me breath and then declared that I needed more medicine. *sigh* I'd rather not mess with that. I feel better already. Oh well. Some one please, please, please inspire me to do something! I'm lost when it comes to making myself attack that "To do" list in my head. No inspirational speeches, no fun ideas, I don't want to give it any thought processes, because I know it's not "due tomorrow."

Nothing more to babble (whine) about, so toods til' later.

Hello there. I think I'm not so sick anymore. I took a monsterous sleep today and I feel ever so much better. :-) My head is still hot, but I can feel the difference with my hands so I don't have a fever.

One of the awesome things I realized from the training was that the outer man consists of your soul, with your body as the organ through which it is expressed. The inner man consists of your spirit with your soul as the organ through which it is expressed. This makes so much sense. It makes the difference between the Self and Christ so easy to visualize. Woo-hoo for the training!

Back from the training. I think some constituting went on. Thank You, Lord.

Crazy fun on the road trip. Lots of fun with Mr. Long-time-no-see, Creepy Guy, Little Simmy, Rad Chad, Mrs. Peggy, Rebeleka, and Listina. Good times, overall. The hedgehog is Mason and the armadillo is Rad, blood is thicker than water, and a "hot" jolly rancher plus a fireball is not very hot at all. Don't ask. Zat's all folks.